“Busted flat in Baton Rouge, headin' for the train, feelin'nearly faded as my jeans…”

Kris Kristofferson wrote those lyrics and told a near complete story in just a few well written words. Nearly my whole life, I have looked to music and poetry to assist in understanding my place in this world. Within these pages, I would like to share some of those thoughts with you the reader, in hopes of perhaps bringing a little freedom in understanding to your own story.



Tuesday, September 1, 2020

What Man has Made of Man


If this belief from heaven be sent,
If such be Nature’s holy plan,
Have I not reason to lament
What man has made of man?

                                              -From Lines Written in Early Spring
                                                                by William Wordsworth

If I were to ask you to define personal accountability, I think I would likely hear something to the effect of, “how a person holds oneself accountable.”  This definition does nothing to actually define the concept.  Perhaps a person would take it a step further and say, “It's when a person takes ownership or responsibility for one's own actions.”  This definition goes a lot further to explain a concept, but still does little to recognize how personal accountability really exists in the more abstract sense of the word, in people's daily lives, myself included.  It is a difficult concept to really grasp if we are being honest, much in the same way words like justice and freedom exist in the abstract.  So, where do we begin to take personal responsibility within our own lives?

When I watch or read the news, I am always amazed at how much blame is placed on others.  It seems no matter what the topic or circumstances, our egocentric nature always finds a way to portray ourselves as the victim.  President Trump did it all the way through his first term and into the current election.  So did Hillary Clinton, Bernie Sanders, and a fair portion of other individuals with political aspirations, including Joe Biden.  Why? Because that is how you win elections and keep your name in the news.  You shift blame for problems to other groups of people, and you yell to anyone who will listen, “Look there, that person is to blame for your trouble,” and then you make vague claims about how you can fix the problems others have created.  Historically speaking, every dictator in history gained and kept power through the calculated use of fear; with fear best being accomplished when a name or face is put to it.  Further, the longer a lie is told, the more it begins to sound like truth, and actually identifying real issues becomes harder and harder to see.

Our founding fathers had a clear problem and direction when they made the decision to revolt against the crown and start a new nation based on simple concepts of independence and self-sufficiency.  What's more, in the organization of this new country, those in power still knew what personal accountability was, and showed it through their actions.  Following the victories of the revolution, and in the wake of establishing a new government, George Washington was offered the title of King.  As we know from our early history lessons, he obviously turned the position down, and became our first President, which even that he did reluctantly.  Can you imagine such a man or woman?  Show me a competent leader who is called to services with the selfless intention to truly serve, and they will have my vote and support wholeheartedly.       I don’t know that such a person exists, and it saddens me to think of what our founding fathers might say if they could see us now.

    Christopher Isherwood wrote about being “drowned by the loud angry voices of the government, contradicting through its thousand mouths,” and I have to admit, I feel this way now.  I feel like this county is being drowned by the angry voices of both government and citizens alike, ever contradicting themselves without clear direction of where we as a people need to point.  (Note that the Isherwood line was published in 1945 in a book called Berlin Stories, about Germany under the Third Reich.)

    Perhaps that most frightening part of this whole thing, isn’t that we have leadership consumed with self-advancement through the continued use of fear and the shifting of blame, but rather that we have all allowed this to happen without even noticing the path we are on.  We are directionless, lost in the wilderness of fear without a moral compass to guide us.  Which way is North?  As far as the current state of our government and citizenship is concerned, ask ten different people and watch them point ten different directions.

    I do not pretend to have any great answer to our problems, but I will place blame on the group of people we should all fear: Ourselves.  It isn’t the fault of President Trump, and it's not the Fault of President Obama.  Law enforcement is not to blame, nor are the groups speaking out against them.  It's not liberals, and it's not conservatives, or independents for that matter.

We are all to blame.  

Can we as a nation please take a collective deep breath, and refocus on what it is that is important for the future of America?  Can we as a people recognize that it is our own fault that we are in the current state we are, take some personal responsibility, and get back to the business of finding true north?  I don’t know that we can, or if it is realistically even possible.  And so, with so much doubt about the direction of this nation, have we not reason to lament, what man has made of man?